me

have u ever felt the feeling of no appetite to eat anything or drink anything ?? well, i fianlly felt that havent eaten or drink anything since i woke up from my bad sleep yesterday...i knew that something bad is going to happen, just the matter of time....

this is how i felt the whole day...i dont really know how may feelings i have felt due to so many things im thinking of...how can i end this pain full situation...have u ever felt depress b4 ?? its really bad especially if ur 1 of many depression victims..have u ever try to take away "yourself" and live no longer so the pain will all fade.....no many know that i have tried it....not many.........

Do You Know What's Worth Fighting for
When It's Not Worth Dying for?
Does It Take Your Breath away
And You Feel Yourself Suffocating?
Does the Pain Weigh out the Pride?
And You Look for a Place to Hide?
Did Someone Break Your Heart inside?

When You're at the End of the Road
And You Lost All Sense of Control
And Your Thoughts Have Taken Their Toll
When Your Mind Breaks the Spirit of Your Soul
Your Faith Walks on Broken Glass
And the Hangover Doesn't Pass
Nothing's Ever Built to Last
IM in Ruins.

i just hope that God will erase this dark memory...y cant there be just light ?? sometimes i look up the dark cloudy skies, imagining how nice if a ray of light penetrate it..its just beautiful, its a sense of hope and the feeling that a savior is here just for u....well, i wanted that really badly and i really need it...