after a long wait at the bus stop, there seems to be nothing coming to pick me up to ride me back home.. so i waited and waited but nothing....as darkness and loneliness feels me in, i found myself looking in the dark pool of water beside me, thinking if the bus will ever come.

finally i get a chance and i told my self that God will guide me to the correct path, so i try so hard to patch up my pain. however as time passes by again, i was told by a stranger that the bus broke down and will not be able to pick me till the next day...and the stranger add on, "Maybe tomorrow, maybe another tomorrow or another..."

i was speechless for awhile..i cant believe wat i heard but i know that God wont let me see it as it is...i keep questioning myself, isit my fault or isit the bus ???? well....i really dono...my head keep spinning and spinning as i keep thinking of reasons & solutions & even the cause....

after a long darkness night, i felt that im the only 1 left in the world and there will be no one to even see me in my sorrow...