K2, got it ~!!

yahoo !! finally today i got my K2 "The Don" Inline Skates !! superb man !! sexy too :D anyway i waited almost 2 months from the day i ordered it... xs dono y it took so long, even though the stock was from Singapore..oh well at least i got it now, i cant wait to use it wei...once i got home, the 1st thing was to test it out !! & it was great !! :D LOVING it ! hahahaha

AA Rejects !

yeah !! finally they are here again, The All-American Rejects.... AND i got tickets to see them LIVE !!!!!!!!! haha thanks to DIGI, anyway i cant w8 see them :D

I WANNA, I WANNA, I WANNA SEE THEM !! hahaha ^.^

Gathering ^.^

well it was fun that day :D finally get to meet my friends :D they are still the same, nothing change..but sad thing is that Sharleen wasnt able to make it but we will get to meet soon la....hopefully....hahaha we pergi makan Manhattan Fish Market @ Pyramid...haizz the thing is ppl always late xs...only me ying and jeremy was on time..others latee as always even the host xs haha malaysian timing ma....guess wat, they all wanted to eat TGI but i was so broke that time...shooot, lucky they changed it :D haizzz but still EX la M.Fish Market. hahaha hmm..i miss them already, wondering when will the next outing ^.^

IDIOTS XP

a guy call Jonathan and a girl call Christy, they both are....well u can see below...thats them when they are really bored...zZzz.. ^.^

LOVE YA !! MUACKSS !

abt JackJack & US :D

isnt it Jack jack so cute ?? haha look at him..just stare and u will wonder, is he really looking back at u ?? haha ohh well he is great to us both :D

HATE !!

I HATE U BOTH !! FCUKED UP WORK & MONEY !!

U BOTH DESTROY EVERYTHING !!!!

me

have u ever felt the feeling of no appetite to eat anything or drink anything ?? well, i fianlly felt that havent eaten or drink anything since i woke up from my bad sleep yesterday...i knew that something bad is going to happen, just the matter of time....

this is how i felt the whole day...i dont really know how may feelings i have felt due to so many things im thinking of...how can i end this pain full situation...have u ever felt depress b4 ?? its really bad especially if ur 1 of many depression victims..have u ever try to take away "yourself" and live no longer so the pain will all fade.....no many know that i have tried it....not many.........

Do You Know What's Worth Fighting for
When It's Not Worth Dying for?
Does It Take Your Breath away
And You Feel Yourself Suffocating?
Does the Pain Weigh out the Pride?
And You Look for a Place to Hide?
Did Someone Break Your Heart inside?

When You're at the End of the Road
And You Lost All Sense of Control
And Your Thoughts Have Taken Their Toll
When Your Mind Breaks the Spirit of Your Soul
Your Faith Walks on Broken Glass
And the Hangover Doesn't Pass
Nothing's Ever Built to Last
IM in Ruins.

i just hope that God will erase this dark memory...y cant there be just light ?? sometimes i look up the dark cloudy skies, imagining how nice if a ray of light penetrate it..its just beautiful, its a sense of hope and the feeling that a savior is here just for u....well, i wanted that really badly and i really need it...

later on, the bus came and its was the next day late evening where the sun has already pass..i was happy awhile, but only awhile...because soon i realise when i reach my house, no one was there to open the doors for me...no one.....so i waited for my mum to come to open it for me...

well i was waiting and waiting, but as time passes i soon to realise that my mum will never come so i waited for my dad but he too didnt show up...i was all alone outside again...cold, sad, and longing for a better day to come...sometimes i need some1 to totally understand me to feel me....

after all, i told myself "how can any1 understands me, not even my parents know me, not my friends, not even any1....many only know 1/4 of me, the most is only 3/4.....wat can i say, no 1 is perfect yet again...so i try to live every passing momment of my life with myself only, only me and my soul....

after a long wait at the bus stop, there seems to be nothing coming to pick me up to ride me back home.. so i waited and waited but nothing....as darkness and loneliness feels me in, i found myself looking in the dark pool of water beside me, thinking if the bus will ever come.

finally i get a chance and i told my self that God will guide me to the correct path, so i try so hard to patch up my pain. however as time passes by again, i was told by a stranger that the bus broke down and will not be able to pick me till the next day...and the stranger add on, "Maybe tomorrow, maybe another tomorrow or another..."

i was speechless for awhile..i cant believe wat i heard but i know that God wont let me see it as it is...i keep questioning myself, isit my fault or isit the bus ???? well....i really dono...my head keep spinning and spinning as i keep thinking of reasons & solutions & even the cause....

after a long darkness night, i felt that im the only 1 left in the world and there will be no one to even see me in my sorrow...

sometimes it come and it go... when the time i dont wan it to come but it come... obviously i never wan it to come but nothing is perfect..so i wonder...always wondering if she would understand wat i wan and wat im feeling..sometimes i cant prevent it from happening so i'll just try my best to put it away or try to sacrifice for something.. i know that she is trying to change it, but i wonder if she really understand because the thing that was trying to be changed is not wat i wanted but its something else...this makes me think further and further, not really sure if she gets it.....all i can do is to try putting it away again so nothing bad will happen.

JJ even u cant help me..

G.H with GF !

YEA !!! finally Sem break is here :D:D me and my baby decided to go to Genting for 4 daysss ^.^ ppl sure say y so long rite, i'll tell them its for fun :D haha anyway we totally enjoy our trip although the bloody H1N1 is so dangerous nowadays XS... haha thats y we got mask to lower the risk, smart huhh !! haha damn the pharmacy, earning damn alot...ish ish ish... oh well, wat can i say, we both really wan this trip to work and it did !! very well too !!!! :D i hope i can just stay in Genting for the rest of my life :D bloody hot in KL xsss hahaha

LOVE U MY BABY DEAR !!!

4EVER AND EVER !! :D

Sui Ying !! Happpppy B'day !!

Happy B'day YING YANG !! :D well, we gather at Pyramid's TGIF....lol dono y she choose this place since she knows that we are gonna make her stand on the chair :D haha lyn, jason, susu, tina and also my baby dear was there to attend her gathering ^.^ ying !, hope u get wat u wish for ur 18th bday alright !! :D ohh well all of us have a great time and also flushing out our money for food, XP hahaha

isit true ??

i asked myself " how come happiness only last for a short while??"
i found out that, unhappiness life is more than happiness itself..

so i asked again, is life suppose to be unhappy ??
i told myself, im not sure abt it.

presentation, love ya :D

haha it was presentation day for all of us, well i actually kinda looking forward to the presentation abt our final project which is the human sanctuary :D anyway i noticed that i cant take pics in the morning wei, i look so so different XS as u can see hahaha later on after the class ended, my baby dear wanted to go to the field so we went there and feel the breeze(bloody hot) ^.^ hahahaah anyway it was a fun day with my baby dear :D yeah !!!

MUACKSSSSS !!!

C~U~T~E

hmm, all i can say abt her is... actually its aloT but i just name 1 of it :D SHE IS SOOO CUTE LAAA, when she is sadd happy or angry she will still look so CUTE, EVEN when she is CRYING !! :D i canT say more, coz its much much bigger than the word itself ^.^ well, i really love her and i think that she is the cutest thing on EARTH !! :D:D MUACKSS TO U MY BABY DEAR !!

dinner nite out :D

well, it was a very fun and happy nite for me :D can get to pick my dear out for dinner and have fun lorr, coz stress from coll work ma :D anyway we went to SR to makan our dinner ^.^ yumm yumm i had 2 cheese cake :D and 1 mango cake for her AND 2 PLAIN WATER ! haha CHEAPO ! lol no la, we just wanted to go somewhere else to drink ma , so didnt order anything ex lorr...trying to save money for our Singapore trip :D:D:D hehehe anyway we went to Curve next and bad luck happen...haha actually nth serious lorr, 1 guy'S car kiss my car on the side, lucky just some minor scratch :D..i was so piss off coz my car ma :D so i ask for payment...on the spot that guy gave money :D RM200 for tiny scratch :D hahahahahah sapu his money lorr wat else :D i think that dude is scare la coz he keep mentioning "no need to make police report" haha xp after all that we walk walk in Curve and went to DOME to get snacks :D well it was an expensive snack ^.^ of well who cares XP over all both of us have a great time... MUACKSS TO U MY BABY DEARR !!!!! L.O.V.E Y.O.U. xoxo

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magical donuts ??

hmmm...the other day me and my baby dear went to 1u to walk walk after our long hrs in class...we felt like eating something nice and quite cheap lorr so we decided to get donuts :D yada yada we went back to coll to finish up our donuts b4 my baby leave. weird thing is when my baby start eating it she say she felt like she is at canada or something like that... xsxs @_@ i was like wat ?!?! hahah maybe the donuts got some drugs or something, thats y so many ppl like them :D:D hahaha anyway after eating, we go to my car and start taken pics and all..coz she so despo to take pics...haha no la we didnt take for a long time adi ma... so ya we took ALOT of pics but i post up a few only...

dont worry i didnt crash ! ^.^

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