am i on the right path ? i dono...

am i doing it correctly ? im not sure...

am i lost ? i really dono...

do u need help ? yes i do...

do i have help ? i not sure...

why dont go and ask for it ? coz im not used to asking

or maybe i might depend on ppl too much...

so wats the plan ? i dono...

maybe i got to deal with it like how i did for so many years...

can u handle such weight ? i have to...

but ? but i am struggling coz my backbone is getting weaker...

how come ? coz its getting bigger and worst...

isit painfull ? i dono, the wound is getting bigger and bigger...

maybe ur getting insane ? perhaps...

so u have given up ? i dono...

maybe i wont until it breaks.